4:02:17 https://youtu.be/f8FhrqHHcNQ “Like anybody else who’s been through that, alot of self-medication in the wrong way, I struggled alot with alcoholism, it runs deep in my family; depression, and thoughts I wish I didn’t have; not wanting to be here anymore – still got the scars to prove it. I struggled with that for a long time. I just felt empty. Scary times.” – Nick Irving